*blink* *blink* *clench fist*

so yesterday i went to misery (missouri, ijust can't spell it.) and there kt got a tattoo. idk why considering she hates pain. she screamed like no other, it was really freaky. i've never seen anyone is that much pain. but when the dude was done it looked really good, kt said it looked almost as cool as the original design (she designed it herself). although i'm really ashamed to say that she looked really hot (no, not that fact that she was screaming and crying her head off) her outfit in general was like..*dirty thoughts* plus the way she was sitting. it doesn't help any that i'm the type of guy who likes to see girls straddle things, plus the pants she was wearing are (like most of her pant) the kind that when she sits fall about 2 inches below her waist and her shirt was one of those that ties around the neck and isn't worn with a bra. plus i have i thing for muffin-tops on girls (no it's not a type of clothing) and kt has one very simmilar to dani's so of course i find her atractive. but i like kt like a friend, a friend i would have sex with, if she were'nt dating sebas, and wanted me to do her. if she asked i wouldn't say no, but at the same time i won't actively pursue her, because once you sleep one of your friends, you can't go back to being freinds.
back to the point. after kt was done at the tattoo place, we drove back to iowa and stopped in mt. pleasant (trust me it's anything but). we went to eat at this chinese place and it was amazing, they had fucking EVERYTHING! they had all the things i eat except one, pizza. and it was all fun and games till shay dared me to snort pepper i told him to go first. he did then i went. and it didn't really hurt it's just annoying to have the smell of pepper stuck in your nose. then he tel me he didn;t actually snort it he just fucking inhaled it. so being the humorus man i am. i decided to pretend i was all pissed off, and i stormed out and walked over to a nearby car dealership (and it was freezing like fuck outside) so muttering to myself i walk around there for a few minutes then decide to walk back, then i hear all these people calling my name so apperently they we're all freaked out about me. which is sweet, but it irritates me. people should know that nothing but bullets, fire and high grade explosives can harm a 6' 5" black man. so yeah i was actually pulling their legs till then. then i ACTUALLY got annoyed. and the worst part of it was once we were in the car kt started crying. and i felt really terrible about it. but i just wanted to grab her and tell her (well at the time yell at her) and say (scream)...well i have no idea most i wanted her to stop crying. i didn't want her to worry about me. i wasn't entire reason, i was just the one that opened the flood gates. she's been worrying about alot of shit lately. but still i feel bad about that. i don;t like making my friends cry or worry about me. i wish they wouldn;t worry about me, it's stupid. but still yesterday was a pretty good day all in all,

HEE-EEEEE-EEEEEY!!!!

yes i just said hey like a gay man. but i can't help it i'm having a pretty damn good week. unlkie sebas. poor guy. he didn't get into indie speech team so he's freaking out. yesterday he ranted and yelled for the whole 20 minutes it took to walk to kruu (the station that where i do my show) and then by after we hung out there with auriel, dani *koff* bitch *koff* galen, and evan we left with auriel and sebas seemed calmer. about an hour after that sebas and auriel went to auriel's house. i went to subway cuz i was hungry. and i'm met some dude named shay who is awesome to hang out with, and who got me drunk (again) so when we picked up sebas from interact not only was i fucking wasted sebas was completly fine. so i had dinner with kt, karla(her mom), robbie (one of kt's brothers), sebas and shay. it was even more fun than the last time i got drunk. then next day something changed with sebas and he went all emo kid on us. he didn't talk at all. we wasnt angry we was just.....empty i guess. kt tried comfoting him but nothing worked. when i went with her over to subway sebas was crying, CRYING I TELL YOU! this is serious. and right after we drop him off kt started balling. it wasn't a good day for other people (unless you're bitch or olivia). but i hung out with kt today and we talked about sebas mostly, but in spite of that still had fun. and me, her, karla, and sebas (assuming he gets out of this funk) are going to missouri to get kt a tattoo. if my friend ever gets my id done i'l get one too. i want to help sebas more than kt (if that's possible) because his pain is her pain and i HATE seeing my friend in pain. and whatever causes their pain is my enemy and must be removed...will be removed. one way or another. so I (me, myself) am having a good week (feel bad for my friends tho), the only way it would get better was if dani got badly injured in a car accident. :) ^_^ XD

dang ol', dang ol', crazy bitch(es)

well, it's been a while seen i've posted but not much has changed with me. my friend fabian on the other hand....well that's not important. it valentine's day today. the most worthless non-holiday holiday in the world. i have no girlfriend (or best friend for that matter) so i think today is a terrible day; actually even if i did have a girl i'd still hate today. now the part of the post where i gripe.

dani (yes i know you're sick of hearing about her), i'm she has a new boy toy. the only guy who can stand (or is allowed to stand) to be within three feet of her. he's doing exactly what i did (fucker). it isnt the first time he copied me. when ever i used to say good bye to dani i'd go and flip the back of her a little. then he started doing the same thing. now he walks up behind her when she's at her locker, just like i fucking used to. and u know WHY he's doing this? because for some reason he thinks that since it worked with me, it'll work with him. but look where it got me. well, i guess it'll work till she gets bored with him. which probably won't happen, because she thinks he's hot....fuck. i'm doomed. unfortunately there's no one else at this point who really appeals to me. i mean sure i find other girls attractive, just not as attractive. now whenever i look at other girls i see all the dani-like qualities they have, not on purpose. now the good shit.

i'm (hopefully) gonna go hang out with my boyz tonite. assuming they remember me. and we're gona go get WASTED (i hope)! if not i got the greatest idea, unfortunately i cant tell you because i'll get arrested. oh, i just remembered i gotta call sgt. barcliffe...i probably wont :P cuz i'm not sure i wanna go into the national guard, probably the army. i'm gonna go listen to my fav band: THE AGONY SCENE!!!!! they are my anti depressant. cuz all their songs are about the pain of other people. which when combined with my slight supiority complex make me feel beter. blah, later ho's!

grammy's....fucking suck, kinda......nope they sucked

i'm watching the grammy's right now and they fucking suck, the only goo part was when coldplay played viva la vida. seeing as i'm too lazy to delte dani's blog updates i see that she is going to prom with a troll. you know one of those 3 inch tall things with the freakishly long hair that sticks up another 2 inches? yeah one of those, so yes dani you HAVE lost your mind. ugh, i swear if the grammy's dont get better soon i'll stop watching.

2009 iowa time (no pun intended)
the sell-out brothers play (the jonas brothers) any band who plays for disney movies is a sell out. not to mentions they're bad. the only reason people listen to them, is the girls think they'ree cute. they get a cool point for playing with stevie wonder. but because the mutalate his song the get 2 billion trillion lame points.

2016 iowa time.
BLINK 182 ANNOUNCES THEY"RE BACK!!!!! FUCK YEAH!!!!!!! and coldplay wins a second award, and katy perry gonna perform. it "i kissed a girl" but still at least she has talent.

not grammy related, but i have decided to re-ignite my quest for vengence against my school. i shall make them rue the day they messed with the king of spades.

2022 iowa time
katy perry performs. she comes out of a bannana. i don't get it, look it up on youtube tommorow. and her outfit, makes me wanna eat me more fruit. mmmmmm.... what?! she's hot AND bi(sexual) that's just a plus. so basically give her DD's and she's the ideal woman.

2026 iowa time
kanye west perfons that really shitty song, call american boy. why the fuck do people like it? it's a worthless song, about nothing. and the girl who sings is a total (closet) whore. and kanye is dressed like a total michael jackson wannabe. and he claims to be gangsta...i fuckin hate the eastside. it totaly fucked up the rap game

2030 iowa time
that fat chick (adele) wins an award. and the play chasin pavements. i wonder if when people hear that song the get on the floor and start ballroom dancing (literally lie down on the floor).

i have started downloading old series i watched back in the 90's like medabots,beyblade, digimon (soon i'll get pokemon). it's awesome. what ididn't know was that medabots is based off a game. and another series i like called mai-hime the manga is based off the show. but the manga is better (btw manga is japanese for comic book)

2042 iowa time
i've notice alot of the poeple who've won award tonite are britsh. this only confirms my theory that history is repeating itself. we're in a recesion, and some beatles like band is gonna arise and everone is gonna dress like hippies and listen to bad britsh music. it's the 70's all over again!! we've already ot people starting to dress like them again

2050 iowa tima
Kanye (wanksta), M.I.A., Jay-Z, T.I., Lil Wayne (poser), are perfoming swagger like us. T.I. sounds terrible, mia is a pregnant baby momma. i wasnt terrible, would've been better without weezy, but whatevs. for soem reason the tech dudes decides to go all black and white. and mia was supposed to have her baby today so, yeah....that's fucked up.

2055 iowa time
paul mcartney plays hippie music. and i can see why poeple like it but i dont. stupid fucking hippies and thery;re lack of musical tatse.

2120 iowa time
some drunk is singing something, and has a whole damn marching band as backup. bad song, but GO BAND!! i'm a total band geek. i play drums.

some dude i know is a pacifist (pussyfist if you ask me). hate people like that. it's like 2148 iowa time and mo music i like has been played. I REALLY FUCKING PUSSYFISTS!!!

2230 iowa time
the grammy's end. good nite stupid hippie infested world.

hi again

if you are reading this then you have found my new blog. my old one will no longer be active due to the fact to many people now know about it.
sone shit you should know:
1. i am an angry ass nigga.
yes you heard right, i is a nigga (to say it in proper english would give the white man power), and an angry one at that. so most of the shit you see on here will be me griping about various aspects of my life. not always, in fact it mighjt not be anymore scince i stopped hanging out with the-bitch-formely-known-as-dani (tbfkad for abbrivation, or just dani). so i'll probably be much happier now.

2. i like-no i LOVE women
i am a man and as such i like chicks. so when i go on rants about how they confuse the shit out of me it's not necessarily a bad thing. it probably means i like em.

3. i can't spell
it a lie but i dont feel like taking the time to spell evrything right so i dont check spelling, punctuation or any of that crap. so fuck.

i think that all. welcome to the MFKR the sequel. i hop you enjoy yourselves as 0400 hours iowa time, my old blog will be deleted