so you all know dani. she's dating a friend of mine, evan. and on monday or tuesday (i can't remember have bad fever) i was terribly upset by it. so upset by that i was a complete dick to her. becuz i still like her. except that day i totally believed that everything sebas said about her was right. i went out of my way to avoid her when i saw outside of skool. i was walking around with sebas and shmolisha (fabian slang for auriel his gf that isn't his gf) and we went to the coffe house auriel pointed out evan's car and i saw them together (not doing anything) and walked the opposite direction. sebas tried to make me go into coffe shop[ were they were and i refused standing outside till he and shmo(lisha) came out. and sebas (from what dani told me wednesday, sebas went in ther smaked evan on the head and said "bad evan) hates dani don't know why but he does. but he tried to make me hate her forever (which didn't work bc i'm talking to her and liking her again.) i got over that, and am still in love with her (not love love, but a strong infatuation). she appeares in my dreams alot lately. evan has it made....I FUCKING WISH I WAS HIM (only black, muscley, and myself)...but he got her without doing anything. why does this always happen? everyone at (it seems) has their significant other! i REALLY am jacob black. i fall in love with girls but they're never mine (twilight fans will understand). my life sucks....sebas has kt, evan has dani, fabian "has" auriel.
my next point. fabian is with smolisha (auriel) but they're not dating. which fucking pissed me off! they like each other alot but the reason they won't ask each other out is because their afraid one will leave the other. which is re-fucking-tarded!!! and yet they make out with each other, for all i kno they're fucking!! but they aren't DATING!! GAAAAAAAAAHH!! and sebas is being an ass to kt no surprise. gah, i would be a better boyfriend for her (not that i'm sure i want that. i'f she wanted me i wouldn't say no tho. but i (as i said priviously) will not pursue her. as long as he is what she wants i'll let her think she's happy but if she wants someone else and sebas won't let go i'll do everything in my power to help her. i feel like her brother sometimes. i want her to be happy but i'm not attracted to her (even tho she it kinda hot
my third point i has a TURRIBLE fever (well not turrible but it's a fever). 100.5 ,last time i checked it was 100.1 but that was 10 minutes after the first time. if a took it now it might be 101. oh and i told dani i was gonna go kill myself so i'm gonna laff at her reaction.
but that's my incredibly emo life at the moment. maybe i'll feel better soon hope so. lalalalalala....ooooooo pink unicorns are urinating in my living room, good nite all!
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For god's sakes get better friends.. Sebastian and Fabian are both complete idiots who are total assholes. And Dani is going out with Evan because she actually likes him... and trust me girls are definitely not always fair.. i've had my fair share of shit from them too.. now get off your ass and go make some good friends that aren't all emo and bitchy
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